Abandoned children of the God

 
 Have you ever wondered why were you made ? What's the purpose to serve on this earth ? Or were you just made to fill in the population,? Just the extra characters that constitute the army in war movies where none of their faces are seen but need to act for the shot to look realistic and in the end in spite of every soldier's effort in the background only the lead actor is glorified. Even the actress who prayed at home for his wellbeing is glorified except  your efforts make the scene look realistic goes in vain. Have you ever felt that the only purpose you were created were was just for the sake of creation with nothing delicious to enjoy on your plate. You are just one of the characters that holds no importance on the planet earth. You aren't even ordinary to have the general joys that rest of the ordinary people enjoy. Nor are you special to be noticed and celebrated. You are simple a no one made for nothing.  Not even for the conventional life , let alone a famous one. Even to acquire  the simplest things, you need to swim oceans that are stuck with storms. You aren't meant for greater things nor for the simple ones. Then why are you even made for? What's the point in surviving for so long when you don't even get to see the light. What's the point is hoping when in the end you only have yet another disappointment to add to your list of disappointment. I still can't figure it out and it eats me up piece by piece until none of me is left.